NF - The Search Hey nate how's life I don't know it's alright I've been dealin' with some things like every human being And really didn't sleep much last night last night I'm sorry that's fine I just think I need a little me time I just think I need a little free time Little break from the shows and the bus rides bus rides yeah Last year I had a breakdown Thoughts telling' me I'm lost getting' too loud Had to see a therapist then I found out Something' funnys goin on up in my house Yeah started thinkin' maybe I should move out You know pack my car take a new route Clean up my yard get the noose out Hang up my heart let it air out air out I've been searching' What does that mean nate I've been learning Grabbin' my keepsakes leavin' my burdens Well I brought a few with me I'm not perfect Looking' at the view like this concerns me Pickin' up the cues right I'm quite nervous Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry And things might hurt me It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey but hey It's worth it though Cold world out there kids grab your coats Been a minute I know now I'm back to roam Looking' for the antidote to crack the code Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone Talking' down to me I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes I'm looking' for the map to hope you seen it You seen it Been makin' a whole lot of changes Wrote a song about that you should play it I get scared when I walk on these stages I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah That's when I start to get anxious That's when my thoughts can be dangerous That's when I put on my makeup And drown in self-hatred Forget what I'm saying and Where'd the beat go Oh ain't that something' Drums came in you ain't see that coming' Hands on my head can't tell me nothing' Got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach Throw it back up like I don't want it Wipe my face clean off my vomit Ocd tryna push my buttons I said don't touch it now y'all done it I can be critical never typical Intricate with every syllable I'm a criminal Intimate but never political pretty visual Even if you hate it I'll make it feel like you're in it though You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable Leave you deep in thought I could never swim in the kiddie pool Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic it's beautiful Man I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos videos videos Yeah the sales can rise Doesn't mean much though when your health declines See we've all got something' that we trapped inside That we try to suffocate you know hopin' it dies Try to hold it underwater but it always survives Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies You don't relate to that Must not be as crazy as I am The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way It's pretty cool right yeah but it's not always safe Just hang with me this'll only take a moment okay Just think about it for a second If you look at your face Every day when you get up And think you'll never be great You'll never be great-not Because you're not but the hate Will always find a way to cut you up And murder your faith woo I am developin' take a look at the benefits Nothing' to meddle with I can never be delicate Am I even relevant that depends how you measure it Take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence It's pretty evident dependable can never be tentative I'm a gentleman depending on if I think you're genuine Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip Proper etiquette I keep it to myself when I celebrate ah ah It's that time again Better grab your balloons and invite your friends Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in Look at me everybody I'm smiling' big On a road right now that I can't predict Tell me tone that down but I can't resist Y'all know that sound better raise your fist The search begins I'm back so enjoy the trip huh
[id:$00000000] [ar:NF] [ti:The Search] [by:] [hash:7e5f630bd79c1dd69613895431fc793a] [al:] [sign:] [qq:] [total:248084] [offset:0] [00:00.00]NF - The Search [00:37.36]Hey nate how's life [00:38.95]I don't know it's alright [00:41.05]I've been dealin' with some things like every human being [00:43.13]And really didn't sleep much last night last night [00:45.00]I'm sorry that's fine [00:47.00]I just think I need a little me time [00:48.82]I just think I need a little free time [00:50.96]Little break from the shows and the bus rides bus rides yeah [00:53.29]Last year I had a breakdown [00:54.82]Thoughts telling' me I'm lost getting' too loud [00:56.89]Had to see a therapist then I found out [00:58.87]Something' funnys goin on up in my house [01:00.79]Yeah started thinkin' maybe I should move out [01:02.82]You know pack my car take a new route [01:04.86]Clean up my yard get the noose out [01:06.85]Hang up my heart let it air out air out [01:09.45]I've been searching' [01:10.26]What does that mean nate I've been learning [01:12.25]Grabbin' my keepsakes leavin' my burdens [01:14.04]Well I brought a few with me I'm not perfect [01:16.22]Looking' at the view like this concerns me [01:18.02]Pickin' up the cues right I'm quite nervous [01:20.15]Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry [01:22.08]And things might hurt me [01:23.09]It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey but hey [01:25.63]It's worth it though [01:26.54]Cold world out there kids grab your coats [01:28.47]Been a minute I know now I'm back to roam [01:30.50]Looking' for the antidote to crack the code [01:32.49]Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode [01:34.47]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone [01:36.35]Talking' down to me I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes [01:39.11]I'm looking' for the map to hope you seen it [01:40.79]You seen it [01:41.25]Been makin' a whole lot of changes [01:42.67]Wrote a song about that you should play it [01:45.05]I get scared when I walk on these stages [01:46.57]I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah [01:48.90]That's when I start to get anxious [01:50.93]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous [01:52.76]That's when I put on my makeup [01:54.54]And drown in self-hatred [01:55.56]Forget what I'm saying and [01:57.65]Where'd the beat go [01:58.95]Oh ain't that something' [02:00.79]Drums came in you ain't see that coming' [02:02.57]Hands on my head can't tell me nothing' [02:04.55]Got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach [02:06.44]Throw it back up like I don't want it [02:08.53]Wipe my face clean off my vomit [02:10.65]Ocd tryna push my buttons [02:12.43]I said don't touch it now y'all done it [02:14.54]I can be critical never typical [02:16.23]Intricate with every syllable I'm a criminal [02:18.16]Intimate but never political pretty visual [02:20.05]Even if you hate it [02:20.81]I'll make it feel like you're in it though [02:21.99]You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable [02:23.89]Leave you deep in thought I could never swim in the kiddie pool [02:26.31]Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic it's beautiful [02:28.07]Man I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos videos videos [02:31.25]Yeah the sales can rise [02:32.31]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines [02:34.34]See we've all got something' that we trapped inside [02:36.28]That we try to suffocate you know hopin' it dies [02:38.45]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives [02:40.42]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise [02:42.27]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies [02:44.39]You don't relate to that [02:45.19]Must not be as crazy as I am [02:46.35]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place [02:48.26]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way [02:50.45]It's pretty cool right yeah but it's not always safe [02:52.37]Just hang with me this'll only take a moment okay [02:54.15]Just think about it for a second [02:55.30]If you look at your face [02:56.51]Every day when you get up [02:57.42]And think you'll never be great [02:58.55]You'll never be great-not [02:59.31]Because you're not but the hate [03:00.62]Will always find a way to cut you up [03:01.80]And murder your faith woo [03:02.66]I am developin' take a look at the benefits [03:04.56]Nothing' to meddle with I can never be delicate [03:06.53]Am I even relevant that depends how you measure it [03:08.59]Take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence [03:10.72]It's pretty evident dependable can never be tentative [03:12.48]I'm a gentleman depending on if I think you're genuine [03:14.24]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip [03:16.47]Proper etiquette I keep it to myself when I celebrate ah ah [03:19.08]It's that time again [03:20.57]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends [03:22.43]Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in [03:24.36]Look at me everybody I'm smiling' big [03:26.31]On a road right now that I can't predict [03:28.19]Tell me tone that down but I can't resist [03:30.38]Y'all know that sound better raise your fist [03:32.16]The search begins I'm back so enjoy the trip huh