作词 : Jeff Sojka/NF 作曲 : Jeff Sojka/NF Hello darkness my old friend Knocking at my door again Begging me to come outside And let you back into my life Now usually I’d be strong enough To lock the doors and keep em shut But not today I’m desperate So go ahead and come on in So go ahead and come on in So go ahead and come on in OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding maybe I should take the pills don’t Know what’s going on with me somedays actually think I might be schizo- Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is making me begin to spiral oh God Made a promise to myself I wouldn’t let the fear back in but then I did though Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough guess not It’s the same song and dance you’ve all seen it before Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor Every decision made isn’t mine anymore Like a puppet with strings I just don’t have a choice What’s the truth what’s a lie helped me God help help me Lord Face your fears dry you’re eyes grandma died What’s the point Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice Standing back watching My mansion Burn to ash while I Hold the gas can Asking God if He started this fire Is this what you wanted Is this what you wanted Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life Just to lay them to rest Is this what you wanted Is this what you wanted Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is Is this what you wanted On the verge on the edge Is this what you wanted Petrified scared to death Is this what you wanted Praying to God desperate Is this what you wanted What you wanted Is this what you wanted Hanging on by a thread Is this what you wanted Empty heart nothing left Is this what you wanted Breaking down spiraling Is this what you wanted What you wanted Is this what you wanted Standing back watching Is this what you wanted My mansion Is this what you wanted Burn to ash while I Is this what you wanted What you wanted Is this what you wanted Hold the gas can Is this what you wanted Asking God if Is this what you wanted He started this fire Is this what you wanted What you wanted
[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Sojka/NF[00:00.180] 作曲 : Jeff Sojka/NF[00:00.360] Hello darkness my old friend[00:05.405] Knocking at my door again[00:10.785] Begging me to come outside[00:15.861] And let you back into my life[00:20.771] Now usually I’d be strong enough[00:26.456] To lock the doors and keep em shut[00:31.369] But not today I’m desperate[00:36.806] So go ahead and come on in[00:41.835] So go ahead and come on in[00:47.106] So go ahead and come on in[00:54.071] OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding maybe I should take the pills don’t[00:57.920] Know what’s going on with me somedays actually think I might be schizo-[01:01.839] Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is making me begin to spiral oh God[01:09.401] Made a promise to myself I wouldn’t let the fear back in but then I did though[01:13.204] Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke[01:16.890] Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough guess not[01:23.995] It’s the same song and dance you’ve all seen it before[01:27.716] Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor[01:31.491] Every decision made isn’t mine anymore[01:35.198] Like a puppet with strings I just don’t have a choice[01:39.039] What’s the truth what’s a lie helped me God help help me Lord[01:42.858] Face your fears dry you’re eyes grandma died[01:45.752] What’s the point[01:46.589] Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy[01:50.467] Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice[02:10.048] Standing back watching[02:14.846] My mansion[02:17.627] Burn to ash while I[02:25.219] Hold the gas can[02:29.002] Asking God if[02:32.705] He started this fire[02:39.086] Is this what you wanted[02:42.907] Is this what you wanted[02:46.996] Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life[02:50.177] Just to lay them to rest[02:54.242] Is this what you wanted[02:58.083] Is this what you wanted[03:01.878] Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is[03:09.514] Is this what you wanted[03:11.627] On the verge on the edge[03:13.454] Is this what you wanted[03:15.125] Petrified scared to death[03:17.078] Is this what you wanted[03:18.968] Praying to God desperate[03:20.911] Is this what you wanted[03:23.256] What you wanted[03:24.669] Is this what you wanted[03:26.516] Hanging on by a thread[03:28.539] Is this what you wanted[03:30.224] Empty heart nothing left[03:32.251] Is this what you wanted[03:34.225] Breaking down spiraling[03:36.049] Is this what you wanted[03:38.288] What you wanted[03:39.707] Is this what you wanted[03:41.123] Standing back watching[03:43.724] Is this what you wanted[03:45.993] My mansion[03:47.372] Is this what you wanted[03:48.573] Burn to ash while I[03:50.959] Is this what you wanted[03:53.367] What you wanted[03:54.907] Is this what you wanted[03:55.875] Hold the gas can[03:58.705] Is this what you wanted[04:00.032] Asking God if[04:02.613] Is this what you wanted[04:03.770] He started this fire[04:06.275] Is this what you wanted[04:08.898] What you wanted