NF - Change Yeah look I don't do drugs I'm addicted to the pain though Yeah I been on it for a while dunno how to put it down Gotta have it it's a habit I'ma break though I just wanna take a hit keep sayin' I'ma quit Keep sayin' I'ma leave but I stay though I just want a little fix I don't wanna take a risk I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone But lately I been thinkin' I'ma have to Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood You don't know what love is 'Til you holding onto something that you can't lose I swear I'm tryna get it together Sleeves up puttin' work in tryna be better I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever Forget to charge up my focus and I'm holding' my head up Moment I get up I just wanna know I'm doing my best And if I'm not Lord forgive me you can handle regrets 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head Most of my life I always felt like I was holding' my breath Holdin' my chest to be honest so I'm tired of it Lookin' for something in my life to be inspired again I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is But I know what it is I just never wanna commit Runnin' from change I'm looking for change I'm searching for change I'm looking for change I just want I just want change Yeah I don't like new things Got a lot of mood swings Oh you wanna tell me something negative I don't wanna hear what you think Yeah tossin' in my sleep Every night feel like two weeks Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better Can't help it that's just me Lies that's me avoidin' the change Yeah that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away Yeah that's probably why I always sit around and complain Tellin' myself that I ain't never getting out of this place Out of my face if you telling me I need to be different That's the issue though I'm always insecurity-driven Takin' the wrong turns actin' like I know where I'm headed Waitin' for something bad to happen I can snap any minute I need change Yeah that's kinda easy to say right But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar Change It something that I know I should do I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth But to be honest with you lately I got nothing' to lose See I've always been full of pain But now I'm makin' some room Lookin' for change I'm looking for change I'm searching for change I'm looking for change I just want I just want I need a moment of silence I don't like change but I'll try it I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do Why are they always defiant See all my emotions are liars All my emotions are violent They don't want freedom to find me Mention a name and everybody riots Change Yeah that's why I'm checkin' my vitals They keep on workin' but I know Breathin' don't mean you're alive so I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope Positive thoughts are my rivals Change I'm tryna be on their side though Should I feel comfortable I don't Last year I felt suicidal This year I might do something different Like talking to God more I'm looking for change I'm looking for Yeah I'm searching for change I'm looking for I just want I just want change I'm looking for Yeah I'm searching for change I'm looking for yeah Ayy ayy I just want I just want change Yeah I'm lookin' for Lookin' for I'm searching for change I'm lookin' for Yeah I just want I just want change I'm lookin' for Ayy I'm searchin' for change Ayy I'm lookin' for yeah I just want I just want change
[id:$00000000] [ar:NF] [ti:Change] [by:] [hash:7f44cd340d12ef91f19127099f9490b3] [al:] [sign:] [qq:] [total:234109] [offset:0] [00:00.30]NF - Change [00:16.65]Yeah look [00:17.84]I don't do drugs I'm addicted to the pain though [00:20.59]Yeah I been on it for a while dunno how to put it down [00:23.39]Gotta have it it's a habit I'ma break though [00:25.06]I just wanna take a hit keep sayin' I'ma quit [00:27.18]Keep sayin' I'ma leave but I stay though [00:29.10]I just want a little fix I don't wanna take a risk [00:31.42]I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone [00:33.46]But lately I been thinkin' I'ma have to [00:35.33]Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to [00:36.85]World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood [00:38.73]You don't know what love is [00:39.85]'Til you holding onto something that you can't lose [00:41.88]I swear I'm tryna get it together [00:43.09]Sleeves up puttin' work in tryna be better [00:45.12]I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever [00:47.39]Forget to charge up my focus and I'm holding' my head up [00:49.42]Moment I get up I just wanna know I'm doing my best [00:51.35]And if I'm not Lord forgive me you can handle regrets [00:53.13]'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head [00:55.37]Most of my life I always felt like I was holding' my breath [00:57.65]Holdin' my chest to be honest so I'm tired of it [00:59.58]Lookin' for something in my life to be inspired again [01:01.51]I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is [01:03.84]But I know what it is I just never wanna commit [01:05.66]Runnin' from change [01:09.51]I'm looking for change [01:13.55]I'm searching for change [01:17.51]I'm looking for change [01:21.61]I just want I just want change [01:22.97]Yeah I don't like new things [01:25.60]Got a lot of mood swings [01:27.53]Oh you wanna tell me something negative [01:29.36]I don't wanna hear what you think [01:31.04]Yeah tossin' in my sleep [01:33.45]Every night feel like two weeks [01:35.22]Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better [01:37.51]Can't help it that's just me [01:39.02]Lies that's me avoidin' the change [01:40.75]Yeah that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away [01:42.57]Yeah that's probably why I always sit around and complain [01:44.65]Tellin' myself that I ain't never getting out of this place [01:46.68]Out of my face if you telling me I need to be different [01:49.13]That's the issue though I'm always insecurity-driven [01:50.75]Takin' the wrong turns actin' like I know where I'm headed [01:52.88]Waitin' for something bad to happen I can snap any minute [01:55.00]I need change [01:55.91]Yeah that's kinda easy to say right [01:57.18]But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life [01:59.25]And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy [02:01.33]But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar [02:03.51]Change [02:04.03]It something that I know I should do [02:05.35]I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth [02:07.16]But to be honest with you lately I got nothing' to lose [02:09.19]See I've always been full of pain [02:10.64]But now I'm makin' some room [02:11.56]Lookin' for change [02:15.15]I'm looking for change [02:19.23]I'm searching for change [02:23.18]I'm looking for change [02:27.17]I just want I just want [02:28.59]I need a moment of silence [02:30.48]I don't like change but I'll try it [02:32.56]I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do [02:34.75]Why are they always defiant [02:36.67]See all my emotions are liars [02:38.60]All my emotions are violent [02:40.73]They don't want freedom to find me [02:42.49]Mention a name and everybody riots Change [02:45.09]Yeah that's why I'm checkin' my vitals [02:46.66]They keep on workin' but I know [02:47.93]Breathin' don't mean you're alive so [02:49.50]I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope [02:52.31]Positive thoughts are my rivals Change [02:53.88]I'm tryna be on their side though [02:55.25]Should I feel comfortable I don't [02:56.62]Last year I felt suicidal [02:58.40]This year I might do something different [02:59.71]Like talking to God more [03:00.88]I'm looking for change [03:02.25]I'm looking for Yeah [03:04.27]I'm searching for change [03:06.40]I'm looking for [03:08.13]I just want I just want change [03:10.37]I'm looking for Yeah [03:12.45]I'm searching for change [03:14.61]I'm looking for yeah Ayy ayy [03:16.39]I just want I just want change [03:18.46]Yeah I'm lookin' for Lookin' for [03:20.38]I'm searching for change [03:22.56]I'm lookin' for Yeah [03:24.65]I just want I just want change [03:26.83]I'm lookin' for Ayy [03:28.80]I'm searchin' for change Ayy [03:31.18]I'm lookin' for yeah [03:32.60]I just want I just want change